been making some pretty big changes. doing stuff I really shouldn’t. I’m about to move out. I feel like the second the gate’s open, I’m taking off
honestly i’m kinda scared that I’ll lose myself once I’m on my own.
It’s like the more freedom I have, the more I mess up.
starting to understand what i really think, what i really want
which is technically good
but he’s gonna hate me for this.
I got back into my tublr :) because joe is brilliant and suggested I try getting into it online instead of from my phone app. awesome.
hm. soo since last time. I moved, turned 17, and started driving. gradually moving past the “i hate everything and everyone” stage I hit during the move, and onto the “omg when the heck can I get out of here and hit Austin for college” stage.
:)
oh and I wore a guitar suit for halloween. here’s a picture.
hah.. I just got this book called “This Book Will Change Your Life”.
it’s got daily activities that you do, everything from throwing away something you like to secretly flipping people off all day, to hosting a protest. lots of interesting stuff. and i’mm start tumbling how every day goes :)
I’m throwing rocks at your window
We’re leaving this place together
They say we’re flying too high
Get used to looking up
Dream, send me a sign
Turn back the clocks, give me some time
I need to break out, make a new name
Open my eyes to a brand new day
— Brand New Day - Rick Starr