sigh why is life so awesome and hellish at the same time. Between working, college, the boyfriend and the munchkin, I have no free time and I’m running myself ragged. But i can’t complain because those mean so much to me, every long day and sleepless night is worth it <3
But I still find myself wanting to dive back into a chemical romance to escape… But I can’t. There’s too much depending on me. I just don’t feel like I can handle everything at once without that little extra something to keep me going. So much stress.
But I’ll be ok. I guess? Only time will tell.
I just know that I have “stay strong” tattooed on my chest for a reason. Cause that’s what I’m gonna do.
But I can stay strong in so many different contradictory ways…
This stuff makes a lot more sense in my head.
/rant
